担心中。。。。

so worry bout our group....... the progress so slow. 
T.T 为何他们不紧张的叻？好像只有我和八爪鱼在那里担心得要命似的。。。唉 。。。好慢啊！！！！

看其他两组，再看回自己的组，简直就是惭愧得没话说。。。加油啊大家！！！T-T

《夏日大作战》~！！！

《夏日大作战》~！！！ 噢~也是很好看的一部哦~！！ love love!! ^^ muacks~

导演是细田守，Hosoda~ 谢谢你的这两部动画噢~ 超感人的！^o^

last minute

ahhh~~~~~!!! illus composition ar!!!! T.T aiyo......


dun want sia sui myself this time, but like very hard to finish like that ....


ahhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~

错了

今天真的感到好内疚啊，因为我把衣服给错人，结果害到他没那件衣服穿。 刚才跟他道歉去了，虽然是说不要紧~可是心里还是会有遗憾吧。。。真的很讨厌自己的不小心。唉。。。。。。

不死心，刚才又打去问确定t-shirt是否完了，幸好她说还有。。。希望这次换得成功吧。。。

这次完蛋了。

有没有搞错，我竟然。。。我真的有那么累吗？#￥……—·%￥·！—*（）！￥*！·！！！
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

。。。。。

老弟到kampar读书去了， 恐怕很久才能回来一次吧，家里就没有人帮忙打扫做家务了，剩妈妈一个人，加一众猫猫狗狗陪着她咯~

老爸还在的话，就好了。。。

Cosplayer Kaname

OMG~ how could he be so perfect in that Cloud character~>< 简直就是帅到~ 身材好棒噢！爱死你的cosplay ~Kaname kun~><'''

Sanji也是有feel 在那里~ 噢~好爱！！！

舒服，喜欢看云

天空有一种魔力，美丽的晚霞，总能让我放松心情，感受那瞬间的宁静。出神地望着它，大自然的 美，是所有不快乐的良药，忘记烦恼，忘记疲劳，忘记了不宁静。

让我想起了小时候的梦想。。。
有一位出色的云彩画家，一笔一画的，点出那云彩的绚丽。

自信

有一天，我也要像你那样自信的说，经过我的手的东西，一定没问题，ok的！
加油吧！

sad sad sad

sad lo...laptop need to be send to factory for repair...1 month cannot see my laptop.

the guy there say why so fast rosak geh, one year tak sampai ur laptop sudah kanasai...haih~ i also dun know why, perhaps next time dun let too many ppl use d important or expensive things , if not when spoil dun know who to blame...

body doesn't feel well...tired...

Fabulous quotes

对咯。。。

Frustrating...

Damn it i'm not feeling well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!thanks to the damn oily carrot cake and the damn salty porrige i had just now this is totally shit!!!!!!!!!!!!i thought i want smthing light for lunch and so i order the porrige but too bad it was sooooo salty! omg.....


My stomach is killing me...thanks to the food.....ahhhh> < pls stop this feeling of vomitting and the dizziness in my head,i have to work!!! ohno not again....,the heat is rising in my body!...no more oily food , i knew my body couldn't take it...T.T

改变

刚刚去看了日本少年画展，发现很多都是用电脑彩绘的，很多都很有水准，构图也很有趣，总而言之很精彩啦~ 此外也看到其他画家的作品，都好没好喜欢。

最近真的很想用电脑画画，一直用传统的材料好闷哦。。。我要改变！~ ~ ~ 〉《

Eat Shit

today really eat shit, everything that happens today can only be concluded by that, = =|||

跟他有路？拜托你们不要乱乱讲叻~让大家刚才那么尴尬。别让我们朋友都做不成，难得遇到一个是天秤座又满谈得来的朋友，放过我吧，别再说了。。。跟他相处没有压力，也能让我忘掉那个无数次让我伤心失望的笨蛋。

还有你，臭鸡蛋，一点都不大方，气死我。。。〉〈

少看点戏，多看点报纸，老妈刚刚跟我说的，要不然我前途无亮。能够证明自己的存在与实力只有靠知识与经验，所以有必要彻底的改变了，所有的一切。

我要回家！再不回就快疯了，心情超不好。

= =

HERO came to our college and gave a talk~!!! that is so wonderful man~! guess i got one new idol designer now, really met a lot of cool illustrator and designer during KLDW, ^ ^ so nice!

明天去art gallery 参观日本艺术，最近好像好多节目哦，一直跑来跑去。哈哈，很爽可是功课没做到叻。。。唉~

好久没回家了，很累。接下来的日子也肯定很少回家了吧，真惨。。。T.T
不要紧，打回去吧，还没跟妈妈讲那天在学校撞玻璃。。。= =

sucks

this week is totally sucks for me, i really sucks.....

yesterday night was totally nightmare, cant even concentrate on the flash video i'm doing, have to take care of the magazine stuffs, thinking who to divide the job...how to contact the senior, send him the file lah this lah that lah....reallly stupid!!! Not to mention my heavy sleepy brain i cant think of anything to put in the video. n today's presentation was totally shit!!! Damn u yi tian. loser who cant finish ur work. 

everything went wrong, because of u!


there are many things bothering me now....shits....can i just ignore them and concentrate on my work? 
nonono, this wont do, the problem with u is that u always dun want to face the reality, running away from it, and laziness. U dun have the courage to solve ur problem. hahhhhihhhhh,,,soooo, now u know ur problem, fix it or u die!
:(

iDIOT

我现在简直就是累！！！ 臭鸡蛋要怎样赶？  头脑根本就是重到不行，我要睡觉！！！我要回家！！！ DARN IT!!!!

a tired week

again, yesterday din sleep for whole night,just to finish d first piece,jern came over to do work together, we talked bout that iron man n of course the COOL robert downey jr. She guarded me while doing my work so that i wont go fbking~xD, thanks to her i can finish my work,kinda finish,not all,= =...Adrien came in morning 5.45 too n we went mcd at 6am... he was funny~went 2 d wrong house, n expect the owner to open d door~hehehe~


today's illus comment was the layout was boring but the colour save the day...lol...still have to think bout the 3rd composition,,ooooo>n<.....i really dun know how to create a good composition, should learn fr that pee yee, she's really good in this~
gambateh ba, only left 2 weeks 2 finish these to piece...


still dun know wat to do for the modern culture...think think think!


and flash!!!oh my god...really dun know how much i can finish, but, just do my best lo~ wat to do, grumble also no use, still have to do, so just accept it ~if not flash we still will have dreamweaver's works, so, lol, just do it.(hypnotising myself...T,T)


conclusion? this is so gonna be my tired week...everybody's.  : )

♥♥♥Olivier a.k.a HERO♥♥♥

今天大家都为帅哥而疯狂~真的很帅哦！ 今天很多帅哥designer看,哈哈，意外的收获噢~ KLDW也能算是完美的结束吧~！
能去参加真是太好了，klcc conference hall 是超高级的地方咯~超漂亮的室内设计！！又有好吃的饼干。。咖啡。。茶。。两天的早午餐都是那样解决的~hehehe
看到了很多很多很棒很美的设计~感恩主办当局给我们那么多优惠^^

Sien sien sien!!!

he is discharge fr hospital, thank god~ but the fees is RM2339.50.....hohoho....my god..... nvm la, the most important is he is safe la....

this time really shit lo, colour till sien, even still got little bit only but still dun feel like finish it...omg.... d details really is killing my patient....should improve on this.....ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

haihhhhhh~~~~ think bout that stupid him again.....最远的距离啊~

KLDW

他还没出院，血小板还在跌，已经跌到83了。。。真让人担心。。。

今天去了KLDW的conference, 有收获啦~ 看到很多很美的设计，他们的头脑好厉害哦~〉〈 设计的还跑和产品都很有水准~ 最好笑的是GOD douglas young 的 DELAY NO MORE~ xD! 简直全场华人爆笑！洋人则一头雾水~哈哈~ 超搞笑！到最后我跟班长去外面偷饼干吃~hohoho~

唉~还在挣扎着要不要去后两天的conference叻，星期一就考illus 咯，还有酱多还没涂。。。不去又很可惜，每场RM1000 的 conference叻！现在免费给我们学会的人去，又给我们那么美的牌~ 又有好多东西听~ 唉~算了吧，到最后还是会去的，illus 就自己加油吧~

发生了

看来，我最害怕的事情发生了。最怕的就是说了心里真实的感受会迎来人家的不满。我知道不是每一句话都能说出来。说了出来会得罪人，会影响感情。总之话要找对人说吧？

每个人对别人的看法有所不同，这里写的只是我个人单纯的想法。纯粹想找个地方发牢骚。

我自认表达能力不好，也不善处理人际关系。看事情也比较肤浅，不够深入，不够成熟，唉，悲哀的我，几时才能进步呢？我果然是一只刺猬啊。。。假好人。。。少说一句话死不了，看来有严重语言障碍的我还是少说为妙。刺猬的话没人想听，句句是刺。

这也是为什么我不喜欢把自己的感受说出来的原因。

每一段友情我都非常地珍惜，都不想失去。希望我们的友情经得起考验，尽早解冻吧。

噢，不写了，再写眼泪就要掉了，怎么最近我好像哭了很多次啊。简直sot le....有病！唉。。。

总是要依赖人家帮我，几时才能用自己的双脚站起来呢？

《穿越时空的少女》

刚刚看了《穿越时空的少女》，是一部很好很好看的卡通。超感人的也超爱他的剧情！一直都很想看，现在终于看了，噢yeah~ ♥ ♥ ♥

我在未来等你。。。（最感人的其中一幕。。。）

从头精彩到尾~超爱！！！好满意 >v<~

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

denggi fever

waseh! my bro also got denggi leh! in the private hospital now wor...luckily not that serious, hopefully 2moro can be discharge...aih, mum must be so tired taking care of him in the hospital, afraid and worry at the same time also. nowadays the virus are flying here and there in the air, must take care of our health, if not really very troublesome.

Reminds me of the sad memories again... 真的希望世界和平大家健康啊~! ~.~

回忆

今天又让我想起了你，回忆起我刚来kl 读书，我们一起去看学校的宿舍，你说，选大间的吧。虽然大房的比较贵。。。你总是很宠我们吧，在某些地方。 你也知道我喜欢蓝色，所以帮我买相机时会打来问我是否要选蓝色的套呢？还是要粉红色的。。。

我最近好像爱上吃香蕉，跟以前小时候不一样。要你叫了很多次才肯来吃一条。。。我会努力照顾自己的健康的。我会记住你给我们的劝告。可是最近很忙，一直迟睡，搞到身体的荷尔蒙都乱了，有时也会消化不良，要慢慢调回来，像你说的。

总是要失去了才会珍惜。现在，我必须努力保护我要珍惜的东西，无论，在哪一方面。

今天，也让我体会到了无能为力的感受。对人的好意，人家不一定会接受。
算了吧，该说的我已经说了，最重要现在只要做好自己的本分就行了，你也是曾经那样对我说过。释迦摩尼佛与诸佛菩萨真伟大，对于世人的无知，他们总是耐心的给与教诲。

真的很对不起，我总是让你们担心。还没成为能够让你们放心的女儿。我是个百分百的糊涂人，但是我会努力的。

最近真地感觉到我的脑袋已经严重的被环境污染了，动不动就那些tmd 或 f***字跑出来，虽然没说出来，可是那一念之间，我想的东西已经把自己给污染了。妈总是提醒我们，一念之间，会改变许多事物，举头三尺有神明，所以人要常常保持善念，保护神才会加持我们。心起善念或恶念，骗不了他们。
看来要给自己的心进行大扫除，在那些负面的事物还没根深蒂固之前，彻底把他们清理掉，调整自己的心，抛开一切负面的想法。

miao miao

i miss my cats...... dunno when can go home? 2 weeks seems a very long long time ... busy busy busy.... hope can finish my illus... 

 

these two cute kitty , ~AWW so CUTE!!!>w<  found them on the staircase, dunno who is their owner~~

money money....

oh no electric bill rise up to RM63.65!!! aih~ everything also money money money...... > o <

shimata......

oh no, i haven colour my illus , haven finish drawing also. wat the hell u r doing?